Tarn Wilson
Coming to Terms with Chronic Illness: LIES
We are on the edge of the New Age. You
will no longer be ruled by your losses
or pain. You will substitute applesauce
for vegetable oil and the brownies will
taste just as good. You will be exquisitely
fashionable. You will be brave in the face
of death. Your feet will stop growing their
new wrinkles and veins. Your feelings will
never be hurt again. You will knit your own
sweaters with wool from the lamb you nursed
with a baby bottle. You will remember
what matters: land and animals and love
and making things with your hands. You
will write long letters. You will not nest
with throw pillows, heating pads, and hot
baths: you will travel with your lean muscles
and a backpack. You will sleep on rocks under
stars. The sky will be in your chest. You will be
boundless and ageless. You will get love-drunk
and run the streets of far-away cities, whooping
and hollering–your heart, big and loose. You will
remember everyone’s story. You will embrace
your bare and mottled face. You will not be afraid.
You will carve a snow cave and confess your sloppy
love. You will get better every day. You will teach
children what is most important. Yoga will fix
everything. You will see all things clearly.
