Kathryn Hargett-Hsu
We All Have Our Own
The past shifts behind red spray paint:
small but beautiful, if you’d like to see
I take whichever menu is offered
Be polite: buy a drink & you can watch
Voices boil, reduce
My face dips beneath an unknown meridian
& crests out of reach
*
Wind from the desert diverts the boats back to port
Comfort plunges to meet the water’s temperature
Once the divers groped for oysters
Now only pigeons roost in the grotto
Your face, the guide says,
it’s too angry for a pretty girl
Of course I smiled for him
I was a prizefighter in the last town
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The church of bones is open only for worship
It’s an honor to be interred in a wall
I follow the seam of the Atlantic
through tunnels at low tide
The layman can’t tell what’s God & what’s nature
What I can tell—
Tree: fig, almond
The princess weeping for want of snow
The graffiti says
every day someone drowns in the beautiful water
Return the way I came
An ant carrying a half-burned cigarette back to her queen
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Change the ending & the position of the tongue:
now you’ve learned a thousand new words
My night-plotline creates heat—
I’m too tired to dance, to claim what is already mine
The dawn streetsweepers will brush it away
Lip on throat the dinghy going down
Beautiful, isn’t it?
Drown in it.
