Anastasia K. Gates
THE AMBER ROOM
Walking through the field, I came upon two coyotes.
Their heads inside a snow mound, feasting.
The mink was killed affectionately, as if eating the afterbirth
from their pups. I felt coddled by their maternal
nod toward my figure, wintered like a canoness on the plain.
I watched them carry the mink by his neck,
auburned from the teeth, to their secret place, their amber
room. I envisioned them coiled in the heat
of their conclave with the immaculate garnet flesh they found.
How long will their thirst be staved before
starving? All that remained was a stain of blood, a cursive
stream of scarlet on the white sheet of the
field, and the thread — feverish and throbbing from me to
them, shredding at the stitch. Before I came
to Colorado, I sensed the coyotes with their cinereous coats
as if they summoned me, as if I conjured
them. To my sorrow, they were macerated as the mountains
stripped by settlers curing meat. Among their
kin, who turns, burning on the spit? Dreaming, they dream
of them, going up with the bush. They reminded
me of sisters, banished from the world they knew. In
another life, were they accused of sorcery, hair of
flame let down in the field. They were the light that
grew in the gale. The pastor with his sola scriptura,
swelling with superstition under his robes. He is the
hunter that cannot be redeemed. Every year, the
coyotes wait for the sisters to return to the field. They
watch them set fire to the wheat¹. Match against the
book, autumn ablaze with anguish and gone by dusk.
The final three lines allude to part 3 of Louise Glück’s “Landscape”
