Arumandhira Howard
Djinn
It takes pulse under the swollen pearl.
Low-hanging, crouched in the green dark.
Breath fusing from fermented
heat, thickened by mangos
tumbled through witchweed.
Gentle with months
of flood, the
charcoal
earth
sculpts its mirrored eyes. When you scream like
wind whipped through crag, it clots into
skin–the buzzsaw of locusts.
Crescented bark of palm
as arms. The silver
scent of Mother
after your
sister
was
born and absence of noise clayed on ear-
drums. You are barefoot and angry
at Father, ankles rippling through
Allah’s dull exhale. In
the dim halo of
trees you ask it
what it wants.
Later,
you
will tell anyone who might listen,
anyone who might believe you,
that it showed you palms rivered
with promises. Banyan
that could bleed honey.
Jambu seeds that
would turn the
land to
groves
of stars. Mount Bromo’s charred phlegm that, when
stirred into coffee, could anchor
the sun from sleep and keep the
years from running. But first,
it wants you to bare
your mouth for it.
It wants you
to let
it
place a bow of wet leaves on your tongue.
Then a child will spring. Your spittle
its ari-ari, coarse hair
exploding from your mouth–
obsidian
geyser. You
are a
child
yourself, so at this proposal, you
laugh. It rises to rage from your
refusal. A face fractured:
egg dropped against mortar.
Between the cracks, a
viscous fluid
gleams and beads
into
your
father’s face. Again, you scream, and like
a stone thrown into still swamp, his
face billows into faces
of men you will come to
know and faces of
men not yet born.
Distant and
instant,
as
though it is both in you and beyond
trace, its form begins losing core
in a howl, edges silking.
It circles your child frame,
pulling your skin to
its toothed pant. Spirals
of hollow, high
above you.
Leaking
not
a voice or a sound but sulfur. Spelled:
My hunger will root inside your
blood. I sowed a blade too deep
to weed, but your daughters
will water it. Watch
it grow and watch
their daughters
watch it
grow.
The pit caves, cleaving night the way that
Mother halves a snake fruit shy of rot.
