Jane Zwart
This world is made for joy
No one is denying that of this world
we have made a million joyless
things: landfills, bumpstocks,
caste. In roe, plastic gristle;
in children, lead. In case,
the suicide note.
How is it,
then, that we tarry on this side
of the ultimatum, unready
to depart this cruel world
made for joy?
Well, there’s this:
sometimes when we say in case,
what we mean is that we are bluffing
on the strength of the bees
who stuff their leg warmers
with gold dust, and sometimes
when we say hope, we mean small fry,
herring just hatched, an effervescing
pond. My claim on joy is this:
once a pediatrician asked my son
if it was his middle name.
So when I say this world
I mean wonders and I mean
signs taken for wonders, all of it.
I mean the grocer who wagged
a wet pompom of cilantro at us
like it was hyssop. You can’t tell me
that water wasn’t holy, as the water
is holy when a man not unused
to rain gets caught, biking home,
not just in rain but in more
than a downpour, when his mild
epithets turn to whooping
on his tongue. Even later, he will
not be able to tell it without
laughter, without incredulity; he will
not say cloudburst or torrent;
he will say, The heavens opened.
Sometimes they do. Sometimes
a child at three writes a note
in unproven runes and tapes
it to the sling where her infant sister
bucks. When I say hope, I mean
that when their mother asks,
the toddler reads the runes:
Cordelia, this world is made for joy.
